Well, let me tell you my friend, if the answer is 'Yes', you are not the only one. I hear'ya! So when I was asked to do two illustrations for a project about this issue, I literally felt like someone had just witnessed the little meltdown I just had in my studio, ha!
The Centre For Gender Equality created this website with some very helpful advice on how to gain the "golden balance" we all desire (it's only in Icelandic I'm afraid). I loved working on this, given the insight I have on this matter ;)